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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 8:58:12 GMT -8
Abadun was brooding in his room. His sword on the ground and he just stared blankly at the wall. He could not understand how things ended up the way they did. How could Sinead no longer be a Goddess?" He was so confused, the one he devoted his progress and life goals to has stepped down and this Dennizen guy is now placed in the position. Tears slowly going down his face as he did not know what to do, all he wanted to do was to serve Sinead but this now seemed like an impossible dream. He didn't know if he should go find her and find out how this is happened. Perhaps it was the fact that he failed in his progress to be a suitable guardian. There was so many emotions going through his head. He no longer felt like he had a purpose.
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 8:58:38 GMT -8
Abadun looked at his sword and wondered if he should return it to his father, it probable had no purpose being with a warrior who lost his purpose. His main goal was to serve the light, but he owed all that to Sinead who stepped down. He was unaware what her new role will be. He didn't seek answers, he simply broke down and just stayed in this room. He knew he would have to leave. He couldn't simply just keep sitting around the Temple of Light without a purpose. "What do I do......"
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 8:59:12 GMT -8
Abadun finally grabbed his sword as it was really the only possession he got of value being at the temple. He would slowly walk towards the exit of the Temple of Light, he had to find himself, he had to figure out if there was any longer a purpose for his life. He gripped upon the hilt to his sword tightly. He wiped his face clean of the tears that kept leaking from his eyes.
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:01:58 GMT -8
Abadun would find himself leaning against a tree some distance from the temple of light. He sat on the ground draping his hilted sword over his shoulder as he sat down brooding over his purposeless existence. He probable would only move to go hunting for food only to return to his spot to brood some more.
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:02:26 GMT -8
(Gadreel) had felt the indecision inside the temple and even walking away and had decided to go help the poor kid. he stepped out of the temple and followed the young mans spiritual ribbon all the way to him. "Hello Abadun we only met once but i am here to help you. you have big decisions in front of you but you are lost and have not seen the light as you should have." he said looking to him "what is it you have for decisions my friend?"
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:02:51 GMT -8
Abadun's eyes was lost and hazeled. He could feel a presence approaching him, but made no attempt to respond or immediately respond when he spok to him. "You are ......Gadreel?" He stares at the ground, "My whole life I was raised to serve Mother Goddess, I trained hard and did all I could to be the best person I can be, now she is no longer my Mother Goddess, I don't know what to do? What do you do when you no longer have a purpose to your life?"
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:03:14 GMT -8
(Gadreel) Looked to abadun "I am gadreel and i understand that just because she is gone doesnt mean you cant serve her perhaps she still needs a guardian friend perhaps she needs someone to help her along this new journey of hers." he said looking to him "or perhaps you return to the temple of light as its guardian as it is still needed i follow the temple that is my only purpose in life. and i will never need another one. but if your purpose lies with Sinead. then perhaps you should seek her out."
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:03:38 GMT -8
He looked down, "Seek out the Goddess, do you think I will find my purpose if I speak to her, I mean she is the reason for me being alive, there had to be some purpose for it. I don't know if it is to be guardian of the temple, I don't know what I am to Sinead, maybe I am just one person that she have shown pity on, maybe I am nothing really, maybe something, but you said I should talk to Sinead?"
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:04:00 GMT -8
(Gadreel) nodded to the boy "Yes young one go seek your answers from Sinead. Only then will you feel anything and perhaps you will find your goal. whatever it is remember the temple of light is always opened to you young one. and you can always come back if you so wish and if you need help finding her i can go to the great magic ball in the library." he said
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:04:28 GMT -8
He stands up and looks at Gadreel, "Do you really think I can get my answers if I speak to her." He seemed a bit hesitant "What if Mother , I mean Lady Sinead don't want anything to do with him. He closes his eyes, "Thank you, Gadreel."
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:04:50 GMT -8
(Gadreel) nodded "your welcome i do think you will get your answers speaking to her and i think she will atleast not be mad to see you." he said looking to him "Once you find your way let me know." he said
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:05:11 GMT -8
Abadun grabs his sword and bows to him, "Thank you, I still may not know what to do with my life, but I have now direction, thank you, you a great man of light to help me."
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:05:28 GMT -8
(Gadreel) Chuckled "yes well i try to be now you have direction i must go back inside just in case there are others let me know if you find her as i will always be here." he said
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Post by abadun on Dec 2, 2018 9:05:58 GMT -8
Abadun now was filled with direction, but now fear set in, he didn't one know where to find her and he didn't know what to expect from talking to her now that she wasn't the Goddess of Light. What is her full mortal personality like, is she the same or is she different, he wondered all these different things, he looks around, "Ok, so where did she go?"
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:38:44 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 12:46 AM
He would now go over to his sword and pull it from the sand and train with that now.
AbadunToday at 12:54 AM
Abadun was also at the Arena sitting in the stands clinging to his sword as he sat down a bit down as he has no luck in relocating Sinead to get the answers that he sought. He stares into the sky, "Maybe I really don't want those answers."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:39:04 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 12:57 AM
Blinks as he turns seeing abadun and spoke."Oh didin't relize you were here greetings abadun.*
AbadunToday at 1:00 AM
His eyes look up, "Oh it's the great Tempest, Hello how is everything going with you."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:39:20 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:04 AM
He walked over to the man and spoke."It is going well and your self?"
AbadunToday at 1:06 AM
He clings tighter to his hilt blade, "Not so well, I have been unable to find Sinead since she stepped down, I guess she has been busy with whatever she is doing now.. I really don't know exactly what I will do until I find her, I came here to help me think."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:39:36 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:12 AM
"Huh i see."He got his coat and placed it on and the sheath to his sword and straped the shetah on his back and twirled his sword by its handel in one clawed hand and sheathed it in the sheath on his back and sat with abadun and spoke."Why don't you do your own thing i mean who knows if sinead even wants to be found?"
AbadunToday at 1:17 AM
He brings his knees to his chest, "I spent my whole life for the opportunity just to serve under her watch, then when I feel so close, she quits her job and I got no answer for that. " He looks down as he didnt have his own thing, he never had time to consider any other wants instead of this and without knowing what Sinead reasoning was he was unsure he could move forward. He shakes his head at Tempest, "I don't know what to do if that is the case then."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:40:11 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:23 AM
"Before you did what ya did when sinead was goddess what did ya do?"
AbadunToday at 1:25 AM
He looks at him and spoke, "Trained every day in her doctrine and train to preserve the peace in my village. I trained all the time in various ways thinking I would one day gain the favor of Mother Goddess and then this happens."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:40:26 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:29 AM
"Things change abadun tho sometimes sometimes dont seem like they well but they do there is an end to a begining it may take longer but sometimes peopel must step down so others may have a chance ta shine i supose it was time sinead did her own thing do not forget before sinead was a goddess she was just sinead and im sure she missed out on her own life..and now she is reclaiming it."
AbadunToday at 1:34 AM
Abadun sighs and looks down, "I guess I really don't know Sinead at all, all I knew is that I owed her life, maybe I just want to replace her kindness. Now, I don't know what my destiny is, I guess I could serve the new God that took her place, but I still feel unresolve for some reason."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:40:40 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:37 AM
"Well thats a good idea but think of this if you were in her place and you had to be a god and miss out on what could have been..how would you feel?"
AbadunToday at 1:40 AM
He looks down, "I don't know, I am not like you, I have not been around long, I have not experienced much, my whole life was to serve her, I was never trained to try and understand the pure weight of being her, maybe it was too much for her, maybe I am selfish for wanting her to tell me what I should do.... Maybe Sinead really don't care about me, "
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:41:00 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:44 AM
"Blinks and looks to abadun and spoke."That would be untrue abadun she cared enought to give up her life to become godess."
AbadunToday at 1:48 AM
He frowns, "She did that long before I was even thought up. I might of just been apart of her Godly roles and now that she isn't bound by that, I don't even know if she cares to see me. I feel bad for wanting to see her, I still haven't been able to pay her back, how can I go on living if I don't even do that much."
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:41:16 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:50 AM
"You could by continueing what you are doing thus far but theres nothing worng with wanting to see sinead.*
AbadunToday at 1:53 AM
He sighs, "What I have been doing thusfar feels a bit less meaningful, maybe I only did it for Sinead and not really for the good she stood for, I think my life has just been to serve under her and protect her and her ideals. If she left her role, then maybe she don't want to see just somebody to just remind her of old life, but I don't think I can move forward unless I find her, do you think Sinead would care to see me, didn't you know her before she took the mantle of Goddess?
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:41:31 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 1:54 AM
"Indeed i did."
AbadunToday at 1:56 AM
He looks like he has some more life in him, "So tell me about her, the real her, or maybe that's to personal for someone like me." He suddenly slumped down at the thought he may not tell him.
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Post by abadun on Dec 17, 2018 23:41:46 GMT -8
XTempestDToday at 2:01 AM
"Well she was a priestess of light when i meet her and she was also a leader of a nation called saliem(I think i spelled that right)She was not unlike my self she was strong and wise anything other you'll hve to ask her personaly of corse she may not tell you everything."
AbadunToday at 2:14 AM
He blinks some and scratches his cheek, "Sound like she wasn't that much different than before, maybe she will at least talk to me and give me a chance."
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